Ok granted its friday morning, but after having the grand sum of 1 hours sleep last night, i aint feeling at my best again! I have no idea why i could not sleep last night, when i was sat talking to a few people on the internet, i had an ameretto and coke to hand lol, but not even that made me feel tired 
Well I am defo gonna come in to work tomorrow morning now, as i am desperate for any cash i can get my hands on. Will update more later when hopefully i aint feeling really tired and down again like yesterday
If only i could turn back time 6 months to when i was at my happiest 
Had a nice chat before i signed out of msn for a bit with Sarahb She’s a good friend to many 
And has invited me over to a party at her house to try and cheer me up, so i may try and get to that 
Have decided that i’m not gonna sign in to maxxd for a bit today, as i need to a) sort my head out, and b) prepare for the new lad who’s coming in for the week to see if he’s good enough to be Wiggys Apprentice and c) get this pile of work from robert as low as possible
I feel that i need to spend less time on maxxd and things lately, as i feel its not helping me move on! There is a constant reminder of bex online, so i’ve decided that i am hanging up my spam gloves for a few days atleast whilst i sit and try and sort my head out! When me and bex first split up, it was something i considered, but she told me it’d upset her if i left, but it’s been 2 months now, and i still cant seem to get her out of my head and feel i need to start spending some time away from all things maxxd, and maybe spending a bit more time with my mate ryan, and some of my old mates from round rainowrth, or maybe even with my little nephew, who still appears shy of me, even tho he is approaching 2, becasue through no fault of mine and bex’s but we hardly ever saw him! Which upsets me a little! But i’ve got a feeling i’ll be seeing a lot of my little Bugger of a nephew, and everyone who knows me knows how much i enjoy playing with kids! (not in that way 
) Roll on Maddsy No. 3!
Oh and the joy keeps coming….. I have to pick my brother up at 8 tonight, then take him to a 16th birthday party, and pick him up at midnight
Ok so i have voluntarily decided to leave maxxd for a few days whilst i clear my head! But it looks like i may be pushed before i walk!
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So looks like Maddsy dont like me no more Stupid man! Altho i really shouldn’t have dared him to do it ROFL My own fault i suppose!
As this afternoon has worn on, the more worn out i feel! At the moment, i have the start of a headache, and no energy to do anything Think i may take the post at 4:50, and go home, and collapse on the bed and try and watch Football Factory again! As i the DVD got to an hour, and then i had to stop it, and it wouldnt really play again 
And i am a self confessed blogaholic Jeff 
So here i am sat on the internet on a friday night lol! Not much i can do with very little petrol, my taxi service booked at 10 to 12, and no money! Oh well.. jeff treated me to a pint of shandy in the Sherwood Ranger in Ravenshead! Not been to that pub for years Sat listening to a cd hes made of trancy tunes, and i think they’re quite good tbh! Specially liking track 3,4 & 5 Jeff! Altho the whole cd is quite good
Well after saying i feel like i’m drifting away from certain friends.. been talking to Ollie tonight, and it feels great to speak to him again! and he sent me this link which is awesome
http://www.bolt.com/erinhughes/video/2232412?cn=FEATURED_video_PAGE1
I can safely say… after talking on msn to jeff and ollie tonight i am feeling quite a bit better Thanks guys! Loving Tea Cups and Back in 99 Jeff! You have a musical fan
Current Mood: 
10.
September 29th, 2006 at 8:19 am
*Big Hug*
September 29th, 2006 at 8:20 am
why thank you
September 29th, 2006 at 9:01 am
did you ask Karl about his homework???????
September 29th, 2006 at 9:02 am
oh god no! Will go and make a drink, and ask him hehe
September 29th, 2006 at 10:02 am
omg your goin to stay off maxxd?! shocked!!
only jokin hun, you will be fine! chin up 
now go and get some work done 
September 29th, 2006 at 10:58 am
Wiggy! i hope you do manage to sort your head out (not saying your phsycopath nutter though! lol) hope u cheer up soon coz your a good lad, and deserve to be chillin ‘n maxxin relaxin.
Yeh BWOIIII! Word.
September 29th, 2006 at 10:59 am
you do make me laugh jeff
September 29th, 2006 at 5:04 pm
yay that’s the 2nd person who has said that in 24 hours, if feel special.
I don’t mean special in a needy way, for many individuals would class that as being ‘backward’
September 29th, 2006 at 5:06 pm
well you certainly aint backward! Looking forward to the demo cd mate
September 29th, 2006 at 7:29 pm
now you have the demo cd, you must let me know how it was.
i’m glad that i am not a backward in your eyes - lol.
talking of respect for people, did you watch Extras last night on BBC2? very funny! lol but slightly un-politicially correct.
September 29th, 2006 at 7:31 pm
bollocks! I missed it! Oh yeah cos newcastle were on! Damn them geordie baboons
September 29th, 2006 at 7:46 pm
HAHA cant beat baboons for the overall spoiling of fun atmosphere! with their claws and general renegade behaviour.
September 29th, 2006 at 10:09 pm
Yo Wiggy!
Not into all this blogging stuff but read through most of maxxd’s!!!!
Keep your head up mate, i know its hard and there is lots to sort but being strong will help, set some clear short term goals, money, car, house, job whatever but make em short and stick to them!
Im always free for a chat and if you can use a paintbrush that will be to your advantage
Soon as ive sorted this house stuff ill take you for a beer or two!
You have my number mate!
September 29th, 2006 at 10:19 pm
I’m loving having one fan - if ever I make it you are in for some ub0r treats lol (not gay sexual ones, but monitary and material ones - lol)
September 29th, 2006 at 10:20 pm
hahaha fool! Looking forward to it!!
September 29th, 2006 at 10:40 pm
you really are a legend!
u know how 2 make a jeff feel wanted - lol
September 29th, 2006 at 10:42 pm
ok enough! or people will talk
September 29th, 2006 at 10:51 pm
cheers ollie! You’re a star! You have my number too works both ways mate! If ever you need anyone to chat to! I’m like a wise old owl! Except with this relationship malarky, and breaking up
But i’ll be able to write a book bout it soon hahaha
October 1st, 2006 at 3:44 pm
keep ya chin up mate, think your doing the best thing!
Take care xx
October 2nd, 2006 at 11:18 am
cheers mrs grotbags