Wiggy | 
09 30th, 2006| 
At work on a saturday morning, as i have been since bout 7:50 this morning! I’m averaging about 50 entries an hour, which aint too bad, to say i’ve never used this database program before, and some of the entries it’s throwing out from the postcode search are baffling me 
Stupid thing hehehe.
Afetr chatting to Ollie last night, he said he’s on taxi duty, and so he may be going to sarahb’s party, and he has a spare seat if i want to go 
So that helped cheer me up last night! Knowing i get to go to that lol, as bex, kate and caz will be in town! Currently sat listening to Yesterday morning’s Chris Moyles show on my computer! He’s a random geezer HAHA
Sent maddox a txt just before i went to bed asking if stevie had had the baby yet, but he said nope not yet and i’d be the first to know! How that’d happen i dont know! As stevie would be the first to know 
lol! Feeling in a random mood this morning for some reason!
Was meant to be having my haircut at 10 today, but i cant afford it, and would rather be at work earning some pennies, so i can start to live my life again
Gutted! Appears the little shin-dig at Sarahb’s has been cancelled 
was looking forward to it as well! Phil and helen have invited me round, but i am waiting for ollie to get back to me to see what if he fancies a chat or anything tonight!
Looking forward to tomorrows game knowing it’s steeped in history of the wrong sort 
Maddsy said some sort of rivalry between opposition players, may well spill into something on the pitch! Yowser!! Should be ermmmm fun
So as i;m sat watching Soccer Saturday on Sky Sports, I get shouted downstairs, and my next door neighbour is there! He asked if i had any special dust caps on my car, as he’d just caught these two 7/8 year olds messgin around with his sons celica. At first he put this down to them losing their football, but then noticed they had a set if spanners each! He chased them down the road, and they handed over a bag the size of a football FULL of dust caps!!! Luckily mine are standard dust caps, so if they’d gone i wouldnt have lost too much sleep lol
Current Mood: 
2.
Ok granted its friday morning, but after having the grand sum of 1 hours sleep last night, i aint feeling at my best again! I have no idea why i could not sleep last night, when i was sat talking to a few people on the internet, i had an ameretto and coke to hand lol, but not even that made me feel tired
Well I am defo gonna come in to work tomorrow morning now, as i am desperate for any cash i can get my hands on. Will update more later when hopefully i aint feeling really tired and down again like yesterday
If only i could turn back time 6 months to when i was at my happiest
Had a nice chat before i signed out of msn for a bit with Sarahb She’s a good friend to many 
And has invited me over to a party at her house to try and cheer me up, so i may try and get to that 
Have decided that i’m not gonna sign in to maxxd for a bit today, as i need to a) sort my head out, and b) prepare for the new lad who’s coming in for the week to see if he’s good enough to be Wiggys Apprentice and c) get this pile of work from robert as low as possible
I feel that i need to spend less time on maxxd and things lately, as i feel its not helping me move on! There is a constant reminder of bex online, so i’ve decided that i am hanging up my spam gloves for a few days atleast whilst i sit and try and sort my head out! When me and bex first split up, it was something i considered, but she told me it’d upset her if i left, but it’s been 2 months now, and i still cant seem to get her out of my head and feel i need to start spending some time away from all things maxxd, and maybe spending a bit more time with my mate ryan, and some of my old mates from round rainowrth, or maybe even with my little nephew, who still appears shy of me, even tho he is approaching 2, becasue through no fault of mine and bex’s but we hardly ever saw him! Which upsets me a little! But i’ve got a feeling i’ll be seeing a lot of my little Bugger of a nephew, and everyone who knows me knows how much i enjoy playing with kids! (not in that way ) Roll on Maddsy No. 3!
Oh and the joy keeps coming….. I have to pick my brother up at 8 tonight, then take him to a 16th birthday party, and pick him up at midnight
Ok so i have voluntarily decided to leave maxxd for a few days whilst i clear my head! But it looks like i may be pushed before i walk!
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So looks like Maddsy dont like me no more Stupid man! Altho i really shouldn’t have dared him to do it ROFL My own fault i suppose!
As this afternoon has worn on, the more worn out i feel! At the moment, i have the start of a headache, and no energy to do anything Think i may take the post at 4:50, and go home, and collapse on the bed and try and watch Football Factory again! As i the DVD got to an hour, and then i had to stop it, and it wouldnt really play again
And i am a self confessed blogaholic Jeff 
So here i am sat on the internet on a friday night lol! Not much i can do with very little petrol, my taxi service booked at 10 to 12, and no money! Oh well.. jeff treated me to a pint of shandy in the Sherwood Ranger in Ravenshead! Not been to that pub for years Sat listening to a cd hes made of trancy tunes, and i think they’re quite good tbh! Specially liking track 3,4 & 5 Jeff! Altho the whole cd is quite good
Well after saying i feel like i’m drifting away from certain friends.. been talking to Ollie tonight, and it feels great to speak to him again! and he sent me this link which is awesome
http://www.bolt.com/erinhughes/video/2232412?cn=FEATURED_video_PAGE1
I can safely say… after talking on msn to jeff and ollie tonight i am feeling quite a bit better Thanks guys! Loving Tea Cups and Back in 99 Jeff! You have a musical fan
Current Mood: 10.
Talking of people i aint seen in a long time… last night i saw ryan… this morning i was parked at the lights, and this burgundy Rover 25 pulled up… with his dad driving! So we exchanged thumbs ups, and went on our way!
On a better note… my T-shirt arrived so i’m wearing that today I love having new clothes lol
Got chatting to ryan last night, and he was telling me he was looking to rent somewhere! Then a thought came into my head! Why didnt we rent together! But not till i’d sold the house! That would be the craziest idea ever hahaha
For some reason today i seem to be pretty down! I’m not sure why, or how i’m feeling like this but something just doesn’t feel right Maybe it’s cos i’m tired, maybe it aint! I cant quite put my finger on it anyway!
Watched The Waterboy last night! What a film! Love it i do! “You can do it…. Alll night looonnnngggg” and “cut his fucking head off” Always makes me chuckle when i watch this film
Well as this afternoon has dragged on i feel worse! I’m soooo tired its untrue! Defo an early night tonight and tomorrow night i think! Then work Sat morning for some overtime When i leave work tonight i’m gonna meet jeff at the Little john pub, get my DVD, then go home, mong out on the internet with Football Factory on the TV, and wait for the newcastle game to start
I know i have a lot of friends both on maxxd, and not that will look out for me through thick and thin, but i still feel like i am missing bex loads! I loved her more than anything, and still feel that its hurting that she is no linger part of my life in that way! I feel it’ll take a LONG time before i am ready for a proper relationship again, and that it will take a long time before i can open up to anyone!
I am currently watching The Football Factory, and hoping a bit of football violence, and then newcastle after that will help cheer me up a little
On a side note…. My dad went to tunisia on monday again (he went 2 weeks ago for the week) and my mum has found out today that since he went on monday… he wont be back till NEXT THURSDAY!!
Talking to Invisible Jeff today, and he sent me a link to what i think is an awesome track! Listen to it, and leave him a comment on his blog which is down the side of mine
http://nulwires.co.uk/production/RobbyB-Back_to_99.mp3
I love it, and think its a quality chill out track
I have been really busy trying to get all this stuff for Robert out, thats been cluttering my desk for a while now! I keep trying to do some of the designs and quotes, but every time i get one done, there seems to be 2 or 3 more
And on top of that i have all the artwork to sort out too, and at the moment, cant seem to motivate myself to get everything cleared
Had a nice chat on msn with bex, which i do enjoy! And i really hope that through everything, we can still remain on good terms, altho i know it’ll be a hard slog to start with, but once the house has gone i hope we can sit down, and see if we can still be friends! I know we both say we want that
After reading 0llys blog earlier, it made me think that i seem to be losing contact clowly with some people that i thought of as best mates before my split with bex! I feel i’m speaking to them less and less, and it does hurt that something like this is happening, but i suppose when you and your ex share a lot of the same friend base, its bound to happen when you split up! I kinda expected something like this to happen, but i feel i’ve made a few more friends lately, namely Jackman and little laura on maxxd, and become closer to others, like 0lly, wardo, Laura and to a certain extend Princess
Anyway… i need to try and motivate myself to getting some more work done this afternoon.
Also i cant seem to settle on a nice theme! The one i had on yesterday went a bit crazy when Jackman and Maddsy tried to have a look, and the blog entry appeared at the bottom of the page How wierd!!
On a slightly different note.. it appears Jackman may be coming to Bratislava, armed with Duck Tape
Boooo turns out Lee Westwood is available for tonights game, altho i think maddsy is gonna come down anyway, and we’ll play with 7 So i get to run around like a head-less chicken like normal
Got an email of one of my bestest and most dearest mates in the world earlier! He is someone bex would always try and get me to go out and see. Our Rhyno is mental! And one of the nicest lads you could possibly want to meet! Altho if he dont like you… he;ll tell you hahaha We’ve had many a night out, and i’ve tried to ring him tonight to see if he wants to meet up! I do regret not staying in better contact with him, cos he is an absolute legend, and if anyone can get me from under this dark cloud, its him! Rhyno if you’re reading this… You’re a Legend 
Now i’m back in Rainworth i hope we can have a good few drunken nights in the potters again like the good old days
In fact i need to get some photos of the fool for my gallery!! Mwahahaha Him and maddsy together is not a bad idea! Normally results in me not remembering much of a whole night When we out next
Well i had a surprise 10 minutes before i left my hosue to pick maddsy up for football…. Rhyno was stood on my doorstep! Felt so good to see one of my oldest mates again! We’ve been through so much together, and instantly he made me feel better about myself I have a feeling things may start to get messy in my life…. in a drunken way
Well football wasn’t too bad! Played quite well as a team, altho one of their lads wore blades, which aint allowed, and decided to rake them over my foot, and down maddsys ankle or something, which caused him to kick off, (Cant take him anywhere :|) Drew 0-0, and John had a decent chance from a long pass by maddsy, but it just wasnt to be
Now me and jackman have just had an interesting conversation about Karma. And i feel i have had a lot of bad karma come my way these last few weeks, and hope that i get some good karma soon!
Things finally look like they are on the up! After discussing all the bills with bex, and realising we have no money in our joint account for the next 2 weeks, i have offered to do some overetime at work, or should i say at home, entering up a few hundred names into a database at work. It used to be a big part of my job entering databases, so i feel i can enter them up quickly enough! If not… i’ll get maddsy to enter some whilst he;s on maternity leave hahaha
It’ll only be for a few hours a week, staying behind after work to enter them, but its money straight into my pocket :D, Other than sorting that out today i’ve been pretty busy, trying to clear the backlog of stuff Robert seems to have left me!
Woohoo! now 0lly has shown me how to add new themes to my blog! I’m away Cheers Stizzle
Nowi i’ve been invited over to the Gallagher house to watch the Celtic game, but i’m in two minds as to going or not! I aint gonna explain why on here, but I feel it may be wierd! not sure why
Ended up going round to bex’s even tho she was out with her mate, and was greeted with a nice surprise! A while back i asked her dad if he could do me a painting of Alan Shearer, and he agreed, and he’s finished it, and framed it! I didnt know what to say! It looks awesome, and has now taken pride of place on my wall See pic below
So Muchos Thanks goes out to Andy Gallagher for my awesome painting. It has really cheered me up, and looks amazing mate
Seems a few people are taking an interest in my life, and the usual rumour mongers seem to be plying their trade well and for this thanks, but there is no need to be worried! If anything is happening in my life, i’ll be sure to write it down
Well i can safely say… my life aint that interesting at the moment! And it appears i have no money for the next 2 weeks now! So my life wont be getting any more interesting just yet
Seems tonight i’m gonna be taking someone to cheer them up, and go and watch jackman play football, and hurl loads of abuse at him, cos thats the sort of friend i am HAHAHA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQZZat4Ni-Q
Dave… Learn how to dance mate
Had quite a random night hahaha. Went to watch Jackman try and play football, with him looking the part, complete with tape round the ankles, but playing like a spare part, wish i’d taken photos , abused little laura and sammi for a bit, then went to see 0lly so they could borrow some dvds! Laughed for the majority of the night tbh! Was quite good fun
Woke up early for some reason! So sat in bed watching Match of the day and reading a few posts on maxxd. Went to football to play a friendly. Me and Billy started putting the nets up, and the heavens opened Ended up winning 14-2 which was quite convincing LOL! Thought i played well enough, but will have to see what stu puts in his match ratings later this afternoon lol
This afternoon i’m hoping to watch the Newcastle match at home, but depends if my dad can take his eyes off the Ryder Cup
Just remembered last night when driving into town, we had a cop car behind us, and 0lly dave and wardo we all joking they may put their lights on in a minute! The three of them were all drinking out of cans, and then at a set of traffic lights…. *bam* cop lights are on… i’m like….. “errrrrm shit!” but it turned out all they wanted to do was get into town quicker! So i waited till theyd gone round the corner, then carried on through the red light hehehe
Final result in the Newcastle game was 1-1, but it was one of the best games i;ve seen for a while, well paart from this morning lol. Currently undecided as to going down to LSOM tonight or not!. Also whilst i remember.. if you’re reading this 0lly… you owe me a tenner dont forget mate
