Wiggy's World

Ok granted its friday morning, but after having the grand sum of 1 hours sleep last night, i aint feeling at my best again! I have no idea why i could not sleep last night, when i was sat talking to a few people on the internet, i had an ameretto and coke to hand lol, but not even that made me feel tired

Well I am defo gonna come in to work tomorrow morning now, as i am desperate for any cash i can get my hands on. Will update more later when hopefully i aint feeling really tired and down again like yesterday

If only i could turn back time 6 months to when i was at my happiest

Had a nice chat before i signed out of msn for a bit with Sarahb She’s a good friend to many And has invited me over to a party at her house to try and cheer me up, so i may try and get to that

Have decided that i’m not gonna sign in to maxxd for a bit today, as i need to a) sort my head out, and b) prepare for the new lad who’s coming in for the week to see if he’s good enough to be Wiggys Apprentice and c) get this pile of work from robert as low as possible

I feel that i need to spend less time on maxxd and things lately, as i feel its not helping me move on! There is a constant reminder of bex online, so i’ve decided that i am hanging up my spam gloves for a few days atleast whilst i sit and try and sort my head out! When me and bex first split up, it was something i considered, but she told me it’d upset her if i left, but it’s been 2 months now, and i still cant seem to get her out of my head and feel i need to start spending some time away from all things maxxd, and maybe spending a bit more time with my mate ryan, and some of my old mates from round rainowrth, or maybe even with my little nephew, who still appears shy of me, even tho he is approaching 2, becasue through no fault of mine and bex’s but we hardly ever saw him! Which upsets me a little! But i’ve got a feeling i’ll be seeing a lot of my little Bugger of a nephew, and everyone who knows me knows how much i enjoy playing with kids! (not in that way ) Roll on Maddsy No. 3!

Oh and the joy keeps coming….. I have to pick my brother up at 8 tonight, then take him to a 16th birthday party, and pick him up at midnight

Ok so i have voluntarily decided to leave maxxd for a few days whilst i clear my head! But it looks like i may be pushed before i walk!

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So looks like Maddsy dont like me no more Stupid man! Altho i really shouldn’t have dared him to do it ROFL My own fault i suppose!

As this afternoon has worn on, the more worn out i feel! At the moment, i have the start of a headache, and no energy to do anything Think i may take the post at 4:50, and go home, and collapse on the bed and try and watch Football Factory again! As i the DVD got to an hour, and then i had to stop it, and it wouldnt really play again

And i am a self confessed blogaholic Jeff

So here i am sat on the internet on a friday night lol! Not much i can do with very little petrol, my taxi service booked at 10 to 12, and no money! Oh well.. jeff treated me to a pint of shandy in the Sherwood Ranger in Ravenshead! Not been to that pub for years Sat listening to a cd hes made of trancy tunes, and i think they’re quite good tbh! Specially liking track 3,4 & 5 Jeff! Altho the whole cd is quite good

Well after saying i feel like i’m drifting away from certain friends.. been talking to Ollie tonight, and it feels great to speak to him again! and he sent me this link which is awesome

http://www.bolt.com/erinhughes/video/2232412?cn=FEATURED_video_PAGE1

I can safely say… after talking on msn to jeff and ollie tonight i am feeling quite a bit better Thanks guys! Loving Tea Cups and Back in 99 Jeff! You have a musical fan